I have gone through so many changes this year. I have accomplished so much and crushed so many goals I have made for myself. I am not the person I was when I left Minnesota. Lately my confidence has been really low. I just haven't been feeling like myself. My mind has been on overdrive for over a week now. It was time for me to make another change. I am so ready to have my confidence back! They always say that when a girl changes her hair she's making changes in her life. I made the decision to try a different hair style and I feel like a complete bad ass. My confidence instantly went up. I woke up this morning happy. I went through the day with a positive attitude. It is time for some self love. I need to concentrate on loving myself and noticing that I am beautiful on the inside and out and not let others opinions matter so much. I have always stood out. Having mental illness takes a huge toll on a person mentally and emotionally. I have never been "normal" And I don't ever want to be. I refuse to judge others for being different. There is always a story behind everything so find the story and listen. I refuse to be ashamed of myself. I am who I am. I am so over all this negative attitude bullshit. I'm done feeling sorry for myself. My life is a gift. I woke up today. I will inspire and make a difference because it's in my soul.